Everyone must listen to Why are We Building Such a Big Ship?. They are amazing. I took Warhola and I out to breakfast this morning at Cake Cafe, and there he got a call from the power company saying our lights would be turned off monday. I freaked out and asked why he didn't tell me we had a power bill and he just shrugged. I was so mad. I biked furiously all the way to Canal street down royal, paid the 80$ bill plus the 4 dollar service fee and came back so sad and angry, this was the exact reason that I fled Denver. Warhola tried to comfort me and I just lashed out at him. He went in and took a shower, and I sat on the stoop, talking to Thomas and crying. Then some dude walked by and stopped and was like Hey Girl what's your name? And I just fucking lashed out! Could you just get some fucking respect you motherfucker? I'm on the phone infront of the house where I live with my boyfriend, could you just fuck off?!?!?! He looked taken aback and said "All I wanted was your name, sorry." I just snapped, go away. I was just so mad and wasn't going to take any bullshit. Thomas and I just fucking laughed so hard after he shuffled away. Thomas said "my girl ain't takin no shit!" Damn right. I came back in and Warhola was getting out of the shower and I apologized for being so miffed and about Tony coming so early/for so long, and I explained yeah this is your house but I need to see these people and blah blah and he said "You pay rent, this is your house too, you are my woman, it's fine baby. Just keep them fed." And I can do that perfectly fine. So I feel relieved and now just have to get the kids from the airport/busstation to the house and back again. BLAH. And I will have enough for rent and for my phone bill when it comes, because the money i was owed by the boys is coming back at the end of this week.
PHEW.
And I'm slowly getting my music back that I missed so freakin dearly. I am happy. I told you, one day this city fucks you, the next day is does it real nice and slow sleepy sex.
Uhhuh.
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